It was just another Friday.

Today was just another one of those Friday's, Me sitting on the computer all day seeing what the Internet world was up to, Listing to some tegan and Sara and drowning out the rest of the world with this amazing thing called music, Wishing I was back at camp, Were everyone was family. But i couldn't   help but think. Why was i missing it so much? Was it that it was the only place that i can just be me and not fake the different me that has to be? Or was it that I just Wanted An Escape from the rest of the world behind Me? I couldn't Seem to get everything in my head out. Even after my bubble bath and 3 different types of Tea. I mean after a Glass Of zen i should have at lest A Little of my mind, I guess i couldn't shake the feeling that i lost the best thing in my life. How could i let Jake go?  Or how could he let me slip away? I guess the fact was, He has moved on But i didn't Why Am i holding on so hard. When the best thing for me is to just let go and forget. But that wasn't the point. The point was i didn't know how to let him go, I just need something that will help me forget all the memories. But what? The Question Still  Remains, And i was left to do just that. Forget.....